For a first effort this feels kinda last ditch.
Monday, November 26, 2012
7:47 AM
Guess I got what I asked for. Worth it or not. Sigh. Apparently not. Nevermind. Takes time to get these things out of my head. The truth hurts. Whyyy. I wish I can just erase my past. Thought telling the truth would be better. Its who I am, or was, afterall. So much for honesty is the best policy. Ohwell at least its better to be hated for who you are than to be loved for who you aren't.
Its not fair. I was young and naive. You can't just take advantage of me like that. But you did so forget it. Hope you live with the guilt and hurt forever. You've taken enough from me.
I need to find someone who accepts me for who I am, and my past. This is the last time. No more taking advantage of me and playing with me. I'm sick of this.
Why does everyone want to be first in everything? Its not all that good you know.
They all leave. All of them. No one ever stays. Ever.
Its not over unless you let it break you.