Uhm. The new blogger interface still kinda overwhelms me lol. Kinda forgot real blogger on web since I always use the app xP Neways sigh. Like deja vu all over again for the countless number of times I can even expect and predict the next word. Doesn't it make sense that if I knew what problem I had, I wouldn't be still in a mess? But whatevs. Its more of adapting and changing to suit your environment. If that even makes sense. I'm just not in the mood for talking okay. To anyone. Its those times when I can even live without my phone, as impossible as it may seem. And yes, it seems like I don't have the guts so I'm sorry. Things should clear up soon anyway. Perhaps.

Lol so anyways. I listened to depressing Shattered again after a long time. Depressing because it relates so much unfortunately.

And I've lost who I am (obviously)
And I can't understand (obviously)
Why my heart is so broken (obviously)
Rejecting your love (Khairul)
Without love gone wrong (Justin)
Lifeless words carry on (Tristan)
All I know is all I know (don't know actually)
And the end's beginning (when mothers give birth to their masters)
Who I am from the start (long time ago)
Take me home to my heart (God)
To the place we belong (God)
And this war's not over (of course)
And his love will conquer all (God)

Moody. And "Fifty shades of fucked up" is obviously a quote please don't take it personally.

I have a plan.