You forget all the plans that you made with me but baby I didn't.

But that's okay.

Now the tables have turned. I'm fighting for your attention.

But that's okay.

Texted too much last month cause I cared for you. Cared too much perhaps. And got a $80 cut out of my allowance.

But that's okay.

Truthfully, its not. I love you too much to leave, but it hurts too much to stay. But since you already have someone caring for you then I'm not needed already. So I shall carry myself proud and tall and walk away without looking back.

Let's blame it on September cause it hurts to remember.

Everything bad happens in September. I'm positive about it.

Sigh. I hate this. I want to give you everything I have. But its not like you want or need it like you used to. Or pretended to. I don't know. Do I want to know?

This time I'm gonna go back to the girl I was on the night you found me.

I'm stupid for believing you actually cared. And I regret enjoying it.

Sighsighsigh. I feel so far away not even close to being a friend or acquaintance. Strangers perhaps. Like all relationship cycles.

Give me a chance to love you
I'll tell you the only reason why
Cause you are on my mind.

50 Shades of Grey doesn't make a good distraction.

Oh right. Writer's attitude and tone? Nonchalant and non committal.