I'm sorry this post shall be about me ranting about stuff which I know are redundant but I'm like that so whatever. Teenage problems.

OMG what is wrong with me I just got my June allowance and 1/4 of it is gone paying back money I owe people O: and since its June I don't get the $50 transport money ): AND ITS GONNA BE BOARDING SO I DON'T THINK I'LL GET TRANSPORT MONEY TOO OHNO! D: and half my allowance goes into the bank so I'm left with likee $50 for the rest of the month? And there's still 6A'09 reunion! Hmm.

Hehh. As much as I look forward to boarding, I really really miss home :/

Cut my hair cos I know you like the long do, I'll just switch my attitude oh~ lol but really. I wanna cut my hair its soooo...unstraight :6

Gah. Dammit tuition is so expensive! And after the whole cohort did badly this semester now everybody's going for tuition. What the hell man. I don't want tuition. Its so stressful. Its a serious waste of money it makes your pocket emptier than it already is and it makes me feel dumb. Lol I already am. But ohwell. Since everybody's doing it obviously I have to, too. Cause Singaporeans are competitive like that. Not to mention scumbag scholars who come here too. And I want to so badly do that!!! That I mean that. I mean, that something that you don't know. Ah. Better keep my thoughts to myself.

Hmm. I guess the only reason I hate, no, dislike, you is cause you treated me too well. Wait, that doesn't make sense. I don't like you cause you made me do stuff I didn't know and now I regret it. Its such horrible memories I'd rather not think at all. But that also meant that the meanings of those stuff are lost. Which is bad, too, cause that makes me damn cheap. Of course, that's the only thing about you that I dislike. That I wish didn't happen. God, I wished nothing happened.

I hate it. Why can't people treat me like a normal student? Not the tuition part but in general. I can't even make friends without having to watch my back cause somebody is gonna stab it. Why can't we talk and have fun without having that little vestige of jealousy?

I hate hate hate it. Everybody takes advantage of me cause I'm naive and gullible like that. Cause I like people who are nice to me. Cause I can't read faces and infer from actions and body languages. Cause when I love someone, I really do. Urgh stop it. One day I'm just gonna walk away and withdraw myself from the whole damn world and you'll know nothing about me and you'll never hurt me cause I fight back. Hard.

And someday I'll be living in a big old city and all you're ever gonna be is mean.

A.k.a. I'll be one helluva successful woman living a wonderful life and you'll be somewhere at the bottom or living on the streets regretting your every move and you can go hate on me all you want but deep inside you know you're the one who caused all this ;)

MACKEREL IS ANGREEEEE. VEHREE ANGGUHREEEE.

I hate guys who love me, love guys who hate me, and friendzone or get friendzoned by the rest.

Hmm. This sucks. I still miss you.