I'm sorry. What does it take to make things right? Only time will tell. Its deja vu. You know someone, you like that person, you fall out with them, and then they're just somebody you used to know. Not again. Don't cry. Don't think about it. If everybody says its the right thing to do then it should be right, right? Gah.

Its tearing up my heart when I'm with you
But when we are apart I feel it too
And no matter what I do I feel the pain
With or without you.

That's it. Cmon be strong. Its not the end of your life. Pick yourself up and move on.

Its always times like this when I think of you and I wonder if you ever think of me.

Scary shit. Its so upsetting and depressing and saddening. Goes to show that one will stop at nothing to forget. When you're supposed to treasure.

On a brighter note, Minhao invited me to some scholar dinner thing at boarding school next week! :D hehh free food XD I hope its as nice as formal dinner one :9 teehee. Life can be so sweet sometimes. I guess that when you're sad even the smallest things make you happy.

God gives bad things so that better things will come.

Update: Screw you la! I would've said "Fuck you, bitch!" but that's inappropriate so yeah :) SAME LAH. Wtf man. Go screw yourself. Hope you get some sense knocked into you. And grow some balls.