Really. Mesmerized maybe.

Which makes me feel like slapping myself. God, why do I suck so much -.- (I am being such a pessimist) But still. Gahh. I feel like killing myself ): Dumbdumb me. Ah well, at least I answered questions. (Which happens to be such an amazing feat for me?) And at least I actually did prep._. Which kinda saved my lifeee. Lol or it'll be worse. Much worse. Hahah if only I knew what was gonna happen then I wouldn't have been so dumb-.- On the brighter side, I improve (:

Oh and, I kinda immediately realised I forgot the Link in PEEL after I started my second point-.-

Help I suck at hand gestures. Its weird :/ Worst thing is, I was aware-.-

I Never Fail To Do At Least One Stupid Thing A Day.

That's self-explanatory.

Funny how I analyze stuff that happened.

Anyways, I never really understood the concept of "friendly competition". Yeah sure its about competing against someone in a nice, no-grudge kind of way. Being a good sport, etc. I think. Ohwell. But I suck at that. Sure I'm "pleasing to look at" (?!) but that doesn't mean I'm nice (:< Or maybe I'm really nice :D Just competitive in a not-friendly kind of way. I'm selfish. I'm being selfish these days. Ah, I hope it works.

And I probably shouldn't be saying this but, I thrive under pressure. (NOT in terms of idea generation please, that, I take time._.) Like, throw away all those insecurities and shyness-.- Only cause I'm desperate and its necessary so I don't make a fool of myself (which seems to be happening on an alarmingly regular basis) Desperate times call for desperate measures! >:D

And I could tell you, his favourite colour's green,
He likes to argue, born on the seventeen.
His sister's beautiful, he has his father's eyes,
And if you ask me if I love him, I'd lie.