Do you know what its like being alone?
Wednesday, August 31, 2011
9:58 AM
I’m sorry I ever tried.
Yeah, I know I’m such a bitch. But people change. I’m better now :D I’m sorry I was mean and unreasonable and all but everybody makes mistakes. Please forgive me :/ I miss those times :/ But still I’ll have to live with the guilt. Yes, I’ve gotten into trouble before. But I don’t want to remember those. And I believe everyone wants the same too. That’s why I don’t judge people based on their past. Hasty generalization. Its unfair. People change. And it might be for the better so its only right to treat them fairly. Its hard to forget, but learn to forgive. We’ve all made mistakes we cannot erase.
I used to think highly of myself. I used to Google my own name. I used to think I was pretty. Yeah, I know, bhb. I used to think I was very mature and perfect and nobody was better than me. But that was years ago. I haven’t seen the real world. And now, when someone asks if I think I’m pretty, I say, average. Not ugly, but still not pretty either. But truth is, everytime I look in the mirror I’ll think, “Aah so pretty. Thank god (:” And years later, I’ll look back and realize how wrong I was. Ohwell. I’m horribly crazy :/ Aah. At least I’m contented. I take what is given. And I say “thank you”. I never ask for more.