Cause I know you can't love me here.
Saturday, August 13, 2011
1:47 PM
I kinda finished all my Maths and Chem work… Save for a few questions which I dunno how to do… For the first time, I wonder how it feels like to die. Like, in an accident. Overwhelming pain then…nothing? If I were involved in an accident, I’d rather die. Less suffering. And life this few days have been tough and yet meaningless… The only thing that keeps me going is to see you soon. To hear your voice. To see you smile. To look into your eyes. I’m not sad, I’m sofa king depressed and annoyed and agitated and pissed. Yeah, well life now is meaningless. I’m wasting my time lying down, thinking about random things I’ve never thought of, writing random things, planning… Aah, I have nothing left to do, everyday I’m studying -.- Everyday I’m paying attention in class. And no, its not like I understand anything anyway. Why does my life feel like Romeo and Juliet? Tragedy was a destiny~
“And you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet.
And you were everything to me,
I was begging you please don’t go…”