I'm scared to death that I'll never be afraid.
Thursday, July 14, 2011
12:33 AM
Grr. Me is angry. I hate vs boys. Notice I use the word "boys" instead of "guys". And I always use "guys". Boys are so immature. Stupidstupidstupid. I'm angry. Very angry. I gave you so much attention you know. Why the hell are you doing this to me? Trying to be so ego like "Oh you know this girl right, she's so blahblah (negative connotation words)." You think I'm rude? Well look at the way your friends treat me. You know I'm nice. I put smilies practically after every sentence. Its just that ya'll take me for granted. And seriously, you're not that fantastic either. You forgot how weak you were last time. You forgot that you were the desperate one. And now you think you're so smart? You think I'm the easy-to-get kind? I'm not the despo-little-girl you knew before. People like you never deserve my "love". You think every girl is gonna fall for you? Going around telling people things. Backstabber. Let your life be in ruins. Well, guess what. I'm over you. I don't care about you. I don't harbour any feelings for you. Its not that I'm mean, its that you've gone overboard.
To be loved or hated by someone is better than being forgotten by someone.
And let there be poison on my tongue everytime I say your name. And I'm not gonna be nice and say "Goodluck to you." No, not even that. I hope your future will be 2834109901 times worse than mine. Puppy love, hah.
I'm nice to people who are nice to me. You were, I was. You aren't, I'm not.