I worry I won't see your face.
Monday, July 4, 2011
10:23 PM
It always boils down to this. I don't wanna go wrong again.
#1 - Tell the guy, he leaves and ignores you and poof goes your friendship.
#2 - Don't tell the guy, my heart remains unsettled. But at least our friendship remains.
Logically, go for #2. More gain than loss. I don't know. I'm so messed up. Tell me what I wanna hear D:
Everybody takes me for granted. And yet, the truth is, you never see the flaws of somebody until you start hating them. Its the truth! But that's not the point. The point is, everybody takes me for granted. I'm nice to those who are nice to me. And yet, along the way, my damned feelings change. And that's where everything changes. I have an impression that people like nice people. That's why I'm nice. I mean like, I like nice people too. But my definition of nice is...different.
I don't understand girls. Why can't they just go for a simple mindset? You're nice to me, I'm nice to you. There. Haizz. Maybe guys have guy problems too. But I don't know. I'm not a guy. But they seem so carefree. I like. But seriously, who doesn't like friends who accepts you for who you are? And yet, I never find these qualities in girls. And that's why, I prefer guys over girls. Call me sexist. Older people are more matured and don't fight over stupid things. Call me ageist, whatever. But that's my opinion. And that's how I choose friends. And my inspirations.