Noooooo. I am such a failure. I wish I can say things as well as I write them down or think in my head ): I'LL CRY IF I GET KICKED OUT )': Finally I found something worth learning and enjoying (?) AAAARGH I WILL NOT GIVE UP!! I swear I shall be better sooooon T.T urghhh two more weeks. I will improve T.T I wish I sound as brave and courageous as I am here )): Oh heck, I bet reciting my The Tempest epilogue would be a hellotta better. At least I don't have to think what to say. At least I memorised the whole damned thing. Should have prepared more for today. Rather than just one hour after school. I'm a preparing type of person. I'll die without preperations. I think I know why I'm scared. My voice sounds funny when I'm nervous. I can't speak loudly or my voice would go damn high pitched (so unlike me). I need reassuarance. Like, I don't know. Through debate so far, I can now talk at ease in front of people I know. I mean, classmates. As for them... I don't know you!! T.T and I hate bad impressions. Yeah, I gave a very bad one already anyway ): I SHALL REDEEM MYSELF!! Oh heck, bad impressions? I'm a sick person?? O: I mean, it just came to mind T.T IT WAS SO OBVIOUS! T.T ohwell, its called seeing it from many perspectives :D whatever, I will improve. Soon. Heck about the "I am on a blog-free vacation" -.- I am so friggin stressed. BUT. Its good for me so I shall continue. Seriously, I should practice reciting my epilogue crap. In front of them. Oh how stupid that will sound.