All this time you were pretending.
Wednesday, May 4, 2011
12:02 AM
Yay (: I love long weekends. For the first time, I had practically nothing (school-related) to do :D
Saturday - Bought my beautiful formal dinner dress <3
- Collected my beautiful guitar from Deming <3
Sunday - Went to the beach and built a beautiful sandcastle with my sister <3
- Dropped my beautiful phone in seawater </3
Monday - Went to John Little Expo Sale and bought beautiful clothes <3
The end. Nahh. I have lots more to say (:
I am such a procrastinator. Too lazy to blog ): And maybeee, when I find enough time, inspiration and energy, I'll change my blogskin~ :D Anyway, my dress is beautiful (: Bought from Tampines1 with Khairul (: Its a wonderful place! Anw, that was after I collected my beautiful guitar from Deming :D It was a scary encounter but pretty much what you would expect from a typical 14-year-old obsessed with older guys (not thaat old) and self-concious about everything. So yeah. He was nice though (: Reminds me of Andrew the Student Council Guy O.o
Sunday~ I think my parents want more "family-bonding" thing so yeahh. We went to the park. Beach. Whatever. It was fun till I dropped my phone. It still works though but for safety precautions, I'm not using it. Instead, I'm using a crappy obsolete-for-a-smartphone phone. And in my ever so short life, I've used around 5 phones ._. Heck, I want an iPhone5. I don't care about iPhone4 WHITE. Its just a colour for goodness sake. I ate Tom Yum Soup for dinner (: It was delicious but too much for me to handle though ): But still enjoyable (:
Monday, I went shopping again. I love shopping O.o And I love my guitar <3 I SHALL PERSEVERE NO MATTER WHAT! :D Though I suck now :'( I will try to play uhh Viva La Vida and Mine someday :'(
Whee~! I think the weekend made me super-duper happy (: I wonder why... Seriously. Ohwell, sometimes, its best to see the bright side of life (: But I see both anw. One thing I like about being happy is that I have nothing to write about (: Just random ramblings about how boring/good life is.
But sometimes, my posts are so damn long cause I have a bad/sad life ;( Like, boarding is ending! D; Nyahaha! So, down to the horrible stuff I write which make me seem damn heartless~ ;D
Seriously, pretty? Beautiful? Hear it from a man. No, you're not deaf. Its cause no guy has ever said that to you from the bottom of their heart. And if they do say it, its cause they'd rather say it than hear your ear-piercing screams -.- Not that I'm boasting, its a fact. You said it yourself. I mean like, why glare when you have small eyes that look hardly open? Accept the fact, you lose. And one more thing, "Who wants to be in my group?" Epic fail. Stop acting like a drama queen. And stop over-estimating your popularity.
To end off a pissed-off post, I shall write something happy :D
Aggie gave me two frozen grapes today, as in Tuesday (: At long last, the nicest person in the world is nice to me again (: Its a relief that finally some people don't just "go with the flow". Meaning if somebody hates me, doesn't mean that you have to hate me too ): I mean, I didn't even do anything wrong to you or insult you. And since you ignored me, you expect me to talk to you? And even before all this, I was never part of the stupid clique. I tried. But it doesn't matter now, does it? You guys don't even care about me in the first place. Glad I realised that? Yeah me too. Well, stupid arrogant people don't deserve so much credit to my post inspirations ;( The point is, I'm happy cause you actually care for me. Even if its a little (: I think I'll repay that kindness and give you a frozen-- ice pop (:
"And I just can't keep living this way so starting today I'm breaking out of this cage. I'm standing up. I'mma face my demons. I'm manning up. I'mma hold my ground. I've had enough now. I'm so fed up. Its time to get my life back together right now."
— Eminem