Just Another Regret.
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
3:14 PM
Wow you sure ruin my day. Guess what. This is NOTHING. All my life I've been treated like this. I can live like this. So it doesn't matter what you do, friend. I cant stand people like this. You think you're the only one hurt? Well, LIVE WITH IT. I'm not asking much from you. All I ask for is for you to be my friend. To give me some attention at times. But no, I call you, you ignore me. I walk away, you get upset. Those times we spent together are NOT countless. The times when you actually interact with me are only when I'm in this so called 'clique'. I know I'm not the kind who talks a lot. I'm not the kind who makes fun of people a lot. I'm the kind who would actually sleep early, study more, play less and be nice to everybody. Yeah, you might do the same. But if you do, why am I so different from all the others? It hurts you know. It hurts having to try to fit in. It hurts trying to laugh it off when people make fun of me and call me a loner. It hurts trying to please people and get them to be my friend. I have no best friends, only friends whom I cant rely on.