I'm so freaking tired okay. Mentally, physically, spiritually whatever! I can't take it anymore. You don't just come into my life, mess with it, and walk out. What the hell man... So damn pissed and upset and emo and tired!!! Zzz thanks a lot. I can't think of anything else besides you. Great. I really don't know what to do. I'm just gonna dao you. I can't take it anymore. Life's freaking bad now. I have nothing to say. I don't even know what to do when I see you. I don't even know what to say if I were to sms you now. Things have changed. We're all different people now. We can't go on pretending like everything's fine. I cant bear to speak to you anymore. You don't even seem to want so speak to me. Yeahh, speaking to your pillow is probably better too. Fine, then be it. Talk to me as if expecting no reply. What the hell. Treat me like shit. Here goes the Fault Talk again... I'm sorry its my fault. I should have known better. I won't do that again. I'm sorry. Please forgive me. And yet, even after that, things wouldn't change for the better. Obviously. I have absolubtely no mood to talk to anyone anymore. I feel like continuously ranting about whatever crap I've been saying. I'm so damn tired. And upset. You didn't remember what significance yesterday was. You didn't remember! And when you came, you didn't even make an effort to talk to me. Obviously now I don't want to talk to you. You know how rejected I feel? Well if you had a brother then you'll know how I feel when you did that to me. And its not okay. I'm not okay. Can't believe somebody like you would fall for such lies. Gullible. Well anyways, goodnight.